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Baby I’m the shit, don’t forget it.

So I feel like most people really don’t understand me at all, or judge way too soon.  I really wish everyone could see me the way I know the few that actually do understand me do.  I’m a big hearted kid that wears his heart on his sleeve. I’ll tell you how it is and don’t hesitate to.

I feel like I have too much faith in people, even though I’ve come to learn people are bad by nature. And I really believe that.  I guess I’ll have all the faith in the world in someone until they give me a reason to believe otherwise.  I know I’m setting myself up but I have to meet the right one sometime right?

hmmm, and in other news im still getting piles of work dumped on me daily. Nbd.

Orange County can’t come soon enough, well Christmas can come first, then orange county. Hell yeah:p

Alright so I definitely need to dedicate a post to my job offer.  See the thing is at RIT you need to go on 5 different 10 week long co-ops.  A co-op is an internship in which you don’t have to pay tuition or anything because you go away to work.  The best part is that you get paid while you’re away.  So its a really good chance to save up some money, pay off some loans, and get some serious experience with a real company.

On the other hand it is probably one of the more stressful experiences of my life.  RIT has career fairs where hundreds of companies come to campus for the day that are trying to hire interns.  Basically EVERYONE wears a suit, and you get a 2 minute mini interview where you hand them your resume and give them a little synopsis of what you’re all about.  And if they like you they will call you or e-mail for an interview literally the next day while they are still in Rochester.

So I did my thing and handed out as many resumes as I could and went to all the companies I wanted to go to, companies from fisher price to Johnson and Johnson to Boeing. Some seemed interested and some I could tell I didn’t have a chance with.  It’s especially hard to get your first co-op because you have no experience, and companies are just less likely to hire.

BUT! as it turns out I got an e-mail the other day for one of the companies that I actually really wanted to work for.  Their name is Advance Testing and they are based out of Orange County, New York.  But they also have operations going on in New Hampshire and Boston, Mass.  So I could end up going to any of the three places but the guy that interviewed me told me most likely Orange County, which is only a little over an hour from New York City!  Plus they pay for housing and everything so its a pretty sweet deal.

The job offer is for 6 months from April to August.  I’ll become a liscensed field technician and get a bunch of certifications.  So basically I feel like its a super good co-op for my first time.  I’m pretty sure I’m going to take the offer.

The only downside is that I won’t be able to work at Camp Y-Owasco this summer:( and that more than kills me.  Hopefully I will be able to go back at some point because I love that place.  But it makes sense for my career to come first, and hey we all have to grow up sometime right?

Anyway, I’m glad I’m doing my thing and its actually starting to show reusults.

Deuces!

Hello Tumblr, 

Your king has returned.  I really want to get into this blog again just because I was re-reading all my old stuff and I really like being able to go back to it.  So, this blog is mainly for me and not for others to read.  I welcome anyone to read it though, I think that’s awesome that anyone is interested enough in my life to read my thoughts, even if I’m aware of it or not.

So anyway I guess I should bring my blog up to speed from my last post.  In short, I’m a junior now at RIT.  I hate the academics, its way too hard.  But I absolutely love Rochester and everything that there is to offer me here.  I can’t wait to start co-opping(paid internship for those who don’t know).  Basically I get to leave to work for 10 weeks, not pay for school AND make money.  I’m tired of sitting in classes all day, I hate feeling like I’m stuck in the same routine from day to day.  But I’ll get through my schooling one way or another.

But yeah, I’m completely single now, after the whole bliss episode I did some self searching and I feel like I’m much better off now.  I’m a happy person and I’m just doing my own thing now.

This is me, take it or leave it.  Either way I know I’m fucking awesome:D

I really think I want to start tumbling again when school starts, I liked how it turned out last year.  I love going back and reading old posts just to see how I was thinking at the time and everything.  So yeah, this should start back up again soon  TO BE CONTINUED….

I think I might start getting back into this tumblr ishhhhhhh.